I Told You Things

by Gracie Abrams

Chorus

I told you things that I never said

You're the golden boy and my worst regret

So I cut the cost and I limit feeling

You were all at once 'til the fade to black

Took your cigarettes and poems back

You were in my hands, now you're on my ceiling

But how's the city been? You get recognized

At the local bar by the drunken guys

And the starlet girls, they claw for pieces

Do you give a few? Do you like that?

Do you freak out or get sad?

Do you go home, or am I reaching?

Verse

Hey, wait, guess what? Yesterday

I stopped and played it safe

Instead of walking straight

To you to say

Stay, never mind, okay

Don't mean it, plus you've changed

Not much, but just enough

To throw away

Fake fantasies and games

I've lost a year, it's strange

Composed a hundred ways

To tell you, hey

What if I took your call

As more than just a call?

As writing on the walls

You built this cage

Lost color in my face

You're fair and I'm insane

Hallucination, shame

Guilt, pain, more pain

Bridge

(Don't let them know we're in pain) More pain

(Don't let them know we're in pain) More pain

(Don't let them know we're in pain) More pain

(Ah)

Chorus

I told you things that I never said

To anybody else, I regret them

But I'll pack it up and practice leaving (Mm)

You were all at once 'til the fade to black

'Til the yellow glow, turned a little sad

You were in my hands, but you're good at leaving